Mr Brightside

found someone who makes me smile again ... been like a kite flying around aimlessly with my string let go .. ... filling my life with happy things .. no more sad things ...

The rollercoaster is going up again .. but i can see it's gonna be quite a bumpy trip ahead .. but i won't let that affect me .. i will find happiness .. no matter how many of you have come and gone .. i'll keep my smile on ..

LET ME GO

i wished sometimes that there would be someone out there thinking about me .. no one seems to be thinking of chua yijun ... fading into oblivion ... i said maybe ... your gonna be the one that saves me .. and after all your my wonderwall ...

i'm trying .. i really am .. i'll try to fill the emptiness you left with happy things i promise .. i'll stop assuming .. assume.. it just makes an ass out of u and me ...

Project mayhem

maybe there's already someone new .. maybe he was there all along .... don't think .. don't think .. you are no one special .. we are the running , living bullshit of the world .. destroy all emotional debt and start from ground zero .. project mayhem .. i am Yijun's tear of emotional inacceptence ....

The first rule of fight club is ...
The second rule of fight club is ...
Today i am Yijun's parsimonious love of chaotic retrospect ..

spent the whole day in my room watching DVDs .. smoking .. i've never felt so alone in my life .... i am yijun's jaded sense of self denial ..

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Blood In Blood Out
no more no more ..
hahahahahahhahahahahhahaha